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day two idk if ill keep this up 4 real

date: 7/15/2025
mood: mellow
music: can't we just be cute by cutie street
content warning: still none
today god debuffed me with a headache (he didnt) (i have a terrible and irregular eating schedule) (which is my fault)
in the positives of today, i played horse. again. i have to actually calm down with my reckless career runs because im in the SINGLE DIGITS of clocks and thats not good. but mayano is hard. moody ass horse. but shes soooo cute..daughter....i also cleaned my mom's bathtub. im not sure why that struck me to do of all things. like not fixing up my room, not taking out my carpet, nothing relating to my room like ive been thinking, i should scrub my mother's bathtub i dont even use. she mentioned it being dirty and she cant soooo may as well. she actually started to curse me at first because she immediately notice the difference, but she Did notice the scrubber left out of place lol. but shes glad so im glad :]
i also did many webstuff, setup the directory for my soon-to-be webshrines, did some surfing for inspo, noticed someones page for their friends and got flung back to when people would do that with rentries at least. i might do one. maybe. whooooo knowsss who knows...i just hope my current friends stay my friends for as long as possible, theyre nice friends :] (excluding vincent i think im stuck with vincent like a scrawny kitten to a grown cat)(in the goodest genuinest of ways). but something to ponder...it was cutieful. i thought about locking this page with a password but being real i dont think anybody would give af to go looking if i hide it like those discord servers do
...i need to be more active in the i7 server im in
abandon hope all ye who enter

date: 7/14/2025
mood: somewhat marvelous
music: no 4 2day
content warning: n/a
ive been bored out of my mind and decided to make this page that i surely will Not abnadon and forget about because im the laziest girl in the world. surely not!
in positives of today, i played uma musume and completed air groove's career. i didnt get her to the ura finales but just finishing her career first try felt good. i ended up pulling on the make debut banner a few times for silence suzuka. to no avail. tokai didnt even haunt my pulls like she did in the first week. sadge. also that kitasan black better clean my room and fix my mental health the way they talking about her (im saving for curren either way really)
in negatives of today, my period arrived full force and carried a strong yearning to shoot my uterus clean out. or for a hysteromy. or for birth control. birth control is supposed to help with period pains in a way right. either way i had clove tea and helped i will never doubt the organ medicine knowledge i got from my dad ig.
in my period pain spiral today, i ended up hanging out with my mom which was nice. we watched shark week documentaries which was also fun and interested. anthony mackie was there. i got a bit sad about the state of the world but ill remember to pray all evil dies in the world soon so its all okay. i also glimpsed a baby memory book id never seen that my mom kinda filled out for me and almost cried but i didnt because id crying about something else if i let it start.
the internet provider is still hating me and i think ill clean up my room a bit tomorrow...god willing....or play more horse (more likely)